bgrngfd i dropped my history textbook in my sis's bubble bath and spent the whole time blow drying each page and it just happened to be night. at least i studied while blow drying.












you assholes, why are you making such a big deal out of this ip ib thing? i didnt even think it was a big deal, i hardly thought about it, so i didnt mention it much. i mentioned it once, but you forgot. even then you hardly said or thought about it much yourself. so why are you blaming me and killing me for not consulting you about it? what the hell is there to consult about? i didnt think about it much, its not that i made a decision not to apply myself. what desicion? i didnt DECIDE anything without your consultation. i just didnt bother about it. i thought i'd just go through o levels like a normal person, go through the normal system. why the hell do you have to go make such a big deal about it. i just didnt think it was a big deal enough. and even then, i can go through a whole day without thinking about it, so why would i REMEMBER to mention it and consult you? theres nothing to consult about. and why are you going around saying i consult my friends about this more than you? that i dont respect you? what the hell are you crapping about? get your facts straight before you open your big mouth; i didnt even think about it or consult my friends whether i should apply. so if i didnt even consult MYSELF, why would i bother to consult you? i mean, when i bought graph paper i didnt exactly go to the school phone and ask you whether i should buy it and waste twenty cents deciding whether the graph paper with the orange wrapping or the green wrapping would be better did i? and even THEN i consult myself. so what the hell is your problem. just because you get so angry about every little thing you have to take out your anger on me? the fact that you get angry over such small things is your problem and guess what? i dont care anymore. maybe i SHOULD pack my bag and go. not to mention tear up the birthday card and throw it away before i've even read it.